[eight times carmilla apologizes to laura, & one time she doesn’t. carmilla/laura. post ep21. angst & fluff.]
what if i said i was built on bricks of callousness & crumbs (you ought to know where i’m coming from)
maybe you can stop before you start/ maybe you can see that i just may be too crazy to love/ if i told you solitude fits me like a glove/ would you let me out?
—banks, ‘you should know where i’m coming from’
She comes back quickly, although you’re not sure how much time has really passed—you feel a little woozy, but not really in a bad way, more like you just really want a nap. You’re not even bleeding that much, but she looks distraught when she sees you on her bed.
“Verzeihung,” she says, cold hands fluttering a little unsurely before she takes your bloody one away and places hers against the bite marks on your neck. Before you can even ask what the hell verz—whatever—even means, she whispers, “I’m sorry, please forgive me, I’m so sorry.”
*throws heart away*
I didn’t need my heart anyway.